From recent posts it is evident that I was wasting a lot of time.
Vanity in all its glory was pressing its shiny face at every corner.
Heck, surrounded by insanity have lost touch with what’s important.
Had more fun: eating home food and drinking lemon tea at garden bakery, pockets were empty but had greater satisfaction.
Have resolved to give it all up and return to the roots once some of the obligations are taken care of.
The problem with me as I see it is I strive just to be mediocre. Can trace this attitude a long way back.
No point fretting about it now. Burning the old bridges to start with a better one. This time I don’t care about the destination.